A BLOG FOR ME IN GAY PARIS

27 April 2007

assistant no more

well hello there. i confess that each time i remark to myself that i should probably write something on my blog, i feel rather lackadaisical. and of course the purpose of a blog, or at least so far as i see my blog for the year in France, is to chronicle my life over here. regularly. informatively. right.

so in unusually timely fashion, here is a little post that relates to the very event of the day: my last day as a teaching assistant in Paris. that's right, my 7 month contract has run its course, and my surcharged schedule of lengthy teaching commitments and extensive planning required for said teaching has thus been greatly reduced. believe that if you want.

it has been a bit of an odd week---i returned from Athens last friday night, knowing full well that i had a mere 10 days before i'd take off again for China. last saturday morning as i performed my weekly market routine, i felt much less a resident of my neighborhood, already or once again a stranger. and while that feeling has subsided in part this week, i know full well that that sensation will become more and more of a reality as i approach my return to les States. subsequently, this week has not been very strenuous at school--a few classes had farewell parties for me, while others ended on an anticlimactic goodbye. one class even failed to show up, so no goodbye was even issued. leaving the school today(and snapping a few pictures while i still had the chance), i felt a conflicted sense of sadness in realizing that 7 months of my life and the very reason for my being in Paris had now terminated. it wasn't quite like leaving high school or college; i guess it was just hard to believe.

so there you have it. i am no longer an english teaching assistant. i do, however, continue to reside in France, for the time being. and living in France without any obligation is AWESOME, if you didn't already know it. i hope that gives me sufficient time to enjoy the little-seen parts of the city, to spend more quality time with the people i'll be leaving behind, and to prepare myself for the path ahead.

pictures to follow from Turkey and Greece. and sooner or later China.

15 April 2007

galata kule

here ı am ın ıstanbul, typıng on a keyboard that has two forms of the letter "ı", one of whıch has the dot{i} and the other that doesn't{ı}. as fortune has ıt, the ı ın the place of the amerıcan keyboard ı ıs the dotless ı, so dont be fooled by the absence of the dot.

so yeah, ıstanbul. thıs has been a cıty unlıke any other that ıve vısıted, and ıd frankly say that ıt ranks ın the top 5 of beautıful cıtıes ıve seen. ıf youve been here you may beg to dıffer, but there's somethıng about the 7 hılls, the ınnumerable mosques grazıng the skylıne, the neıghborhoods of buıldıngs crammed together. to me, ıstanbul ıs an amalgamatıon; ı see elements of latın amerıca(utter chaos, traffıc nıghtmares, sellıng any and everythıng on the street), asıa/afrıca/anywhere outsıde of western europe and latın amerıca(ı cant communıcate much outsıde of gestures and feeble attempts at turkısh words or phrases), and of course the relıgıous culture of the Muslım world. needless to say, ıve been transported outsıde of my famılıar world ınto a pleasıng, yet jarrıngly dıfferent, unıverse.

the vısıt has also been made ınterestıng by the fact that my dad ıs on crutches wıth a brace on hıs knee, meanıng frequent taxıs and a lot less walkıng than ım used to on a vacatıon. ıf youve traveled wıth me you know ı lıke to walk to get a sense of the cıty, and honestly ıve felt somewhat handıcapped(no harm meant to my dad). ıt wasnt terrıbly apparent untıl ı snuck away for a brıef 40 mınutes thıs afternoon to explore our hotel's neıghborhood; ı dıdnt have to see thıngs from the ınsıde of a car, ı got to move at my own pace. ıll just say ıt was a bıt of a relıef.

ı dont want to make thıs too long, but ı mıght as well mentıon that ı ate lıver and trıpe for the fırst tıme ın Istanbul. and ı nearly ordered braın tonıght just for the sake of ıt. ı also took my fırst step on the asıan contınent today--we took a boat down the Bosphorous and ı took advantage of a passenger pıck-up on the Asıan sıde of Istanbul to make my presence felt.

tomorrow we wake up early to catch our flıght to Athens--ıt's on an old-school twın prop plane. oh by the way, another reason to vısıt ıstanbul, asıde from my bewılderıng journalıstıc ıntroductıon to the cıty, ıs the kındness of the Istanbulluş. they are overwhelmıngly frıendly and wıllıng to help us, partıcularly my hobblıng father. just to ıllustrate, last nıght on leavıng the grand bazaar, we couldnt fınd an honest taxı, and as we struggled to fınd the way home, three young guys poınted us ın the rıght dırectıon, then walked us that dırectıon, then paıd for our tram, then walked us to the hotel. all the whıle not understandıng anythıng we saıd other than gestures and hand motıons. and away from hıs own home.

come to turkey.

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